Rasanya pengen balik lagi ke waktu pas lg SD.. nggak usah mikir macem macem yg aneh aneh atau ngestressin pikiran sendiri... dlu jaman SD, kewajiban cuma sedikit dan itu gampangbanget sebenrnya untuk dilakuin drpd menjadi org dewasa... cuma belajar , ibadah, berbakti sama orgtua dan berbuat baik. gada yg perlu di khawatirin di stressin di depresiin... cuma itu aja, tapi dlu rasanya sebel bgt dan males bgt... Seandainya dulu ngerti dan tau, kalau pas dewasa ga semudah itu kewajibannya , mungkin waktu kecil bakal nuruut se nuruut nya sama orangtua apapun yg disuruh sama mereka, karena ternyata dampak dan efek dari semua itu sejak SD, terasa di masa sekarang.. mungkin terlalu dini umur sekarang udah ngerasain hal seperti ini, atau mungkin ini baru sepercik dari apa yg bakal di hadapi ketika sudah 'really really really become an adult' , tapi rasanya sudah sgt capek sekali. Maaf ngeluh, tp ini yg di rasakan skg di umur 22 tahun 6bulan. Kalau lagi capek, yg bisa bikin semangat itu

Do you remember the light in the flame It was the birthday party of someone Then you told me your name Said you were one in a million I wanna get lost with you It's the only thing I wanna do Get out of my mind with you So come on over I walked you home in the rain Speaking the same language You were running around in my brain Then you sent me a message It said I wanna get lost with you It's the only thing I wanna do Get out of my mind with you So come on over I wanna get lost with you It's the only thing I wanna do Get out of my mind with you So come on over I know we did some wrong You told me that now When I came to you That you were with someone If God messed up With so much stuff Like lifting a loaded gun But now I'm out of my mind with you We got that day in the sun I wanna get lost with you It's the only thing I wanna do Get out of my mind with you So come on over I wanna get lost with you It's the only thing I wanna do

A song, midnight, cold, tv on, nice bed, sleepy i dont mind about your past, about your past life, your flaw, anything bad about you, i accept your kindness and weakness, i'll complete you with all my love with all my life for you. i will stand by your side. always. i will support you, take care of you, make you happy everyday, everything i will do for you. i want spend the rest of my life with you, i want to be your last life partner. Finally, we met each other when we had enough much story about this life, about anything. and now, this time, we meet in right time and condition. i dont want waste you. i dont want ignore you, because i want you. (since that time, i cant stop 'it' because i dont wanna to stop 'it', never). Lets spend the rest of our life.. together. living together, tell a story about our day, create a happiness, face the problem, take care and support each other, erase the sadness, help each other, do everything together, and many more. So.. wi

can i have another chance?

but secretly, she wanted him as well

can i go back to 3 years ago?